Friday, January 11, 2019

The gremlins in my head




My attempt at "poetry"-but it doesn't rhyme.

SELF RECRIMINATION

Slivers of Glass
Shards of Doubt

Always Knowing
Never Confirmed

No visible wounds
Insides shattered

Loving deeply
Hating silently

Moving FORWARD
Feeling stuck

Beauty in the Moment
Pain just behind it

Proceeding with certainty
Unsure of Almost everything

Surrounded by LOVE
Feeling alone

Hope-trying to break thru
Fear-that it won't

Proud of living thru the CRAP
So tired of "having to"

DAMN! I look good today
Why wasn't I enough..........